Monday, February 23, 2009

Because I Have Loved So Many Times

i've never really fallen to sleep.
i dream in a stream of memory.
each love bleeds warmly into the next.
i am a teacher.
i wander in wonder without separation.
i love what silent films speak of to me.
when alone in my room i love to dance with my mirror.
when i bump into a stranger i don't apologize i smile.
i relate to the emotion of water.
i feel like a dandelion with which someone made a wish in the wind.
within my fears i still feel safe.
i've unlearned how not to cry.
i know ghosts and spirits are just another part of me now.
autumn and winter are my favorite seasons.
i forgive myself.
i long for lessons.
i don't really mind.
children love me.
i forgive you.
i am humiliated.
i see without my eyes.
i trust in my perceptions.
i believe in everything.
i know what some call God.
i am full of life.

Friday, January 30, 2009

25 random things about me...

1. i live most with the ocean's sweat all over my swimming body.
2. my lover is my poetry.
3. literature is my parent.
4.the sky's twighlight is my blanket within where i dream.
5. with children i feel pure.
6. while read to i am erotic.
7. diamonds i'de trade to sit on a secluded beach and watch clouds with you.
8. mystery is the ruby of my wonder, my freedom.
9. i feel like a 60 year old man facing reflections in harbor water.
10. my body is perfect.
11. i dance and sing whenever people aren't watching.
12. the virile smell of my man sleeping keeps me awake at night.
13. when leaves applaud i bow to the performance that within we star together.
14. i am growing back into a child.
15. i built a home in a haven of horses.
16. i think harvard drop outs are wiser than smart.
17. tennesse williams may be the only one who understands me.
18. charles bukoski is a man i understand.
19. the only thing i love more than people is being loved by them.
20. the only lie i know is that the truth isn't clear when i breathe.
21. i don't feel i'll ever die.
22. i don't believe in heaven, i believe in this life.
23. if will is the human form of god, than i will live this life eternally.
24. i live for my rage.
25. i die for my passion.