Because I Have Loved So Many Times

i've never really fallen to sleep.
i dream in a stream of memory.
each love bleeds warmly into the next.
i am a teacher.
i wander in wonder without separation.
i love what silent films speak of to me.
when alone in my room i love to dance with my mirror.
when i bump into a stranger i don't apologize i smile.
i relate to the emotion of water.
i feel like a dandelion with which someone made a wish in the wind.
within my fears i still feel safe.
i've unlearned how not to cry.
i know ghosts and spirits are just another part of me now.
autumn and winter are my favorite seasons.
i forgive myself.
i long for lessons.
i don't really mind.
children love me.
i forgive you.
i am humiliated.
i see without my eyes.
i trust in my perceptions.
i believe in everything.
i know what some call God.
i am full of life.