This Pain

This pain is not my own
Your mistakes I should have left with you
I wish to leave you behind
You are a trick, that mirage in my review mirror
Not here now and never really were
But like my mind I feel you
Sometimes you even talk
Raging through my marrow the way you always burned
Trying to siege my essence
You under estimate, I am more than physical
I am stronger than what possesses me
All you’ve ever had is my body.
I want to end this. I want to write it, crumble it and burn it, all upon your chest as I cry.
Leave it as carcass and walk by.
Leave my nightmares and walk into my dreams.